Well, it's been a while. Since I've been stuck on ship for the past while, I've been reading up on my old entries...
At first I was really mad at myself for who I was, but then I realized that that's just me, at a different stage in my life. I can't get mad at myself, because as crazy as I was then, I did genuinly feel that way. It was just a fucked up time in my life, which I have moved on from, and there may have been a bit of maturing in there, too :)
My life now... Hmm. Really, aside from a few work problems, my lifes amazing. I finally feel comfortable enough with myself to actually realize that my friends really are my friends. If they didn't want to be my friends, I trust that they just wouldn't. Kyle and I are super close again. In fact, he lives with me right now. So, that's pretty great. Erica and I are friends again, which is crazy concidering the amount of lj fights we had in the past :P. Everything in my personal life is pretty well perfect. No, it is perfect. That's great to be able to say. :).
I think a lot of my problems in highschool, to be honest, had to do with where and who I lived with. That had to be the most distructive environment I could have possibly lived in. I see how much better life is now that I'm on my own, and Robin has nothing to do with my life. I like it much better that way. Really the only complaint I have, is never seeing Johnathan :(. I'm hoping that maybe this summer will be a good chance to fix that. He's 12! Like... woah. When did that happen? Haha, they grow up so fast.
Speaking of which, Trévon is 8 already. And my littlest nephew, Dhamon, is just about 3. It's pretty killer, actually. Plus, I have my first niece on the way. Actually, she should be coming tomorrow. :). Jacquelina, Jac for short. I'm very, very excited. Buuuut soon, my brother will have to stop having kids, or else I'm going to run out of room for tattoos! :)
Annd I guess the last thing to mention would be Sarah. That is so over, it's not even funny. The best part about it is that I don't miss her one bit. My life is so much better without her in it, I'm just happy that I can finally see that. Better late than never, I suppose. But I think that's even more than needs to be mentioned about her :).
This summer is going to be the best one in a while. I'm very excited. I have 2 weeks leave coming up, and I plan on spending lots of time with my friends and family. Maybe an adventure or two, but we'll see what happens. Plus, Katie W. is coming home to see me. Seriously, I don't think I can wait anymore, just get here already! Haha.
Wellllllll, I guess I should be going. It feels good to update again. I seriously think I might start using this again. Just to keep track of my life, and if something does upset me... it's a solid place to vent!
Damnit, I totally just lost. :D